A Girl

I proposed a girl, when I was in school,

She refused me coz I ain’t cool!!

Then I went to the college but story remained same,

Being a jerk, I didn’t get any fame!!

So I tried to change & gave her a hand,

But she still called me a jerk which I don’t understand!!

Girl’s heart is such a complex thing,

Nobody is sure unless you win…..

But one’s you win, you are the king!!

If I get key to the girl’s mind,

Then door for the pandora’s box might shine!!

I would like to explore this pandora’s shine,

With all due risk & my life on a line!!!

Coz I know below those silky hairs, inside the cranium & behind those beautiful eyes,

There is something which is outside the territory of god & of different design!!

Mother

I dont know from where to start
MOTHER is word which in my heart!!

I remember the love, remember the days,
How can I forget her struggle which gave me the ways!!

I owe her not only to give me the birth,
But for guided me through the road when I was in the girth!!

Raising me was not an easy job,
As a naughty child I made her sob!!

I am what I am because of her,
She act like a shield & protect me from fear!!

She gave me the courage to be a man,
Allowed me to face the situation rather to ran!!

I did some mistakes & I hope she will forgive me,
coz else her, who is gonna listen to me!!

5000 miles away from her i am sitting & thinking.....
really is it worth or thtz what I am faking!!

Now I realize parenting is not easy,
who know those shackles in my legs might make her dizzy!!

SHACKLES

SHACKLES

I am the bird who wanna fly,
shackles in my leg make me cry !

shackles were good when I was in school,
I never felt a pain coz my parents made me fool !!

Shackles got strong as I got older,
I felt the pain but waited for rescuer !!

I wanted to get rescued, so i felt in love,
but love was blind which made me confused !!

She started feeling, she was my responsibility
But I felt as a liability !!

I wonder where are my feelings,
did those shackles torn it away without healing !!

I never forgive the person who put shackles in my leg,
which makes my life so fake !!

Fake is good for others,
but it kills you inside year after year !!

I am the fighter who wants to try,
but these shackles in my leg make me cry !!

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hello guys....

this is amit & i m writting my first blog at 9:40pm on 21st Nov 2009.

I will keep you updated with my life ...!!!!!

amit